tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-196493242011-04-22T08:05:10.213+08:00memorieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01755114454200707661noreply@blogger.comBlogger111100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19649324.post-1139228831097865442006-02-06T20:26:00.000+08:002006-02-06T20:27:11.160+08:00m i still entitled to call out for help?<br /><br />i miss the times when i had u to lean on...<br /><br />now u, my pillar of strength, is gone...<br /><br />n with that, i'm falling<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19649324-113922883109786544?l=for-eva.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>memorieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01755114454200707661noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19649324.post-1138903815542550612006-02-03T02:09:00.000+08:002006-02-03T02:10:15.590+08:00pls dun be unhappy ya...<br /><br />it hurts to noe that u are unhappy...<br /><br />pls be happy....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19649324-113890381554255061?l=for-eva.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>memorieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01755114454200707661noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19649324.post-1138147735606005032006-01-25T08:03:00.000+08:002006-01-25T08:08:55.620+08:00u noe...wat niki posted and said in ur tag was right...<br /><br />it has always been lidat...<br /><br />u being unsure...<br /><br />u not wanting to show how u realli feel...<br /><br />u giving me the impression that u dun wan me at all...<br /><br />haiz...i miss the days when everyting was sweet n all...<br /><br />the days when u held me in ur arms and the world seemed to revolve onli around the two of us..<br /><br />the days when i thot i wanna stay in ur arms foreva..taking joy in taking care of u for my whole life...<br /><br />kiss goodbye...something that we have done so many times in the past...n sthg that will not happen again coz niki is rite...<br /><br />u dared to love...u dared to let go...<br /><br />but now i dare say...<br /><br />u dun dare to love...n u are even more scared of letting go....n the worst...u dun dare to put down ur pride and ask to reconcile...<br /><br />i dun even noe if u will b reading tis..but well...just some thots of mine...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19649324-113814773560600503?l=for-eva.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>memorieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01755114454200707661noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19649324.post-1137073619911129492006-01-12T21:44:00.000+08:002006-01-12T21:46:59.930+08:00u told me that as time goes by, i will forget u<br /><br />u told me that as time goes by, i will move on<br /><br />u told me that as time goes by, everyting will be betta for me without u in my life....<br /><br />i told u then that u were wrong....<br /><br />but u din belif...<br /><br />so now that time has gone by, can i say that you are wrong?<br /><br />i'm not better off<br /><br />in fact, i'm even more convinced now than last time of how much i realli love u<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19649324-113707361991112949?l=for-eva.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>memorieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01755114454200707661noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19649324.post-1136958566173426042006-01-11T13:44:00.000+08:002006-01-11T13:49:26.186+08:00sch has started...<br /><br />no news has come from u....<br /><br />onli when u are bored...<br /><br />when i was quarrelling with him, it made me realise that i'm actually playing the role of u....<br /><br />coz it's easy to say that we do everyting for the sake of the other person<br /><br />it's easy to let go when u dun care<br /><br />easy easy easy....<br /><br />well...i finally understand...n i dun wanna be in the other role....<br /><br />dun wan to keep looking out for comments in this blog...<br /><br />dun want to keep looking for guys who are like u in characteristics...<br /><br />dun wanna lie to myself that one day, mayb one day, there will be a chance again...<br /><br />i wanna be single...n since there are no lack of suitors, i'll just enjoy the fun while it lasts...<br /><br />good luck to ur studies<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19649324-113695856617342604?l=for-eva.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>memorieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01755114454200707661noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19649324.post-1136690343753212602006-01-08T11:14:00.000+08:002006-01-08T11:19:03.763+08:00u wanna noe why i am scared of singlehood...n y i must always be in a r/s rite now....<br /><br />coz when i am alone, i will tink of u...<br /><br />when i tink of u, i will be sad...<br /><br />when i tink further, i will become suicidal....<br /><br />so i have to hold on to a lifeline...desperately holding on to anything or anyone who will temporarily make me put u aside....<br /><br />but well....i guess rite now, i dun see any chances anymore ba...chances of patching up in future...coz u will always be wat u always are..<br /><br />unsure of who i am to u...<br /><br />unsure of ur own feelings to me...<br /><br />so...i shall just be happy on the outside...i'm a pro at faking smiles and actions....:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19649324-113669034375321260?l=for-eva.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>memorieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01755114454200707661noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19649324.post-1136627750233232792006-01-07T17:53:00.000+08:002006-01-07T17:55:50.243+08:00Yea...congratulate me ba...<br /><br />i tink i would be regaining singlehood very soon again...<br /><br />meizhen was right after all...my interest in guys cannot maintain de...so i'm just like u...a while then sian liaox...<br /><br />arghz..i hate tis...<br /><br />isit so hard to have a second try at happinness...maybe each one is onli entitled to one in a lifetime ba...DAMN<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19649324-113662775023323279?l=for-eva.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>memorieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01755114454200707661noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19649324.post-1136471897886672892006-01-05T22:36:00.000+08:002006-01-05T22:38:17.896+08:00thanx a lot for todae...realli appreciated the effort u made in coming down....<br /><br />it was one of the most comfortable evening for me spent in a long time...<br /><br />kinda miss those days...thot it would last foreva in the past...but well, it didn't but then again, i'm glad i still had the chance to relive these moments...<br /><br />thanx thanx thanx....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19649324-113647189788667289?l=for-eva.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>memorieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01755114454200707661noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19649324.post-1136416314473752112006-01-05T07:08:00.000+08:002006-01-05T07:11:54.490+08:00like chocolate ur head....i can ALWAYS resist chocolate...coz chocolate is not one of my fav food???? it is urs tho....<br /><br />aw...i changed the time zone tingy liao wat...i did post yest at 7 plus....correct mah...<br /><br />aw yupz...mayb not appropriate ba..but i realli realli realli wished u were there for me...just like last time when u would come while i was sleeping...sighz...<br /><br />been having a lot of disagreements with him...me n him realli kinda different in all ways...n he told me straight...why dun u go back to zheshan....<br /><br />well well well....<br /><br />coz zheshan no want me...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19649324-113641631447375211?l=for-eva.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>memorieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01755114454200707661noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19649324.post-1136375228261701892006-01-04T19:45:00.000+08:002006-01-04T19:47:08.270+08:00yea blogging again...duno why im blogging again here...i shouldn't i guess...but i can't help it..<br /><br />duno why wheneva it comes to u, i just can't help it....sianz<br /><br />aw sick..realli quite sick...im soo weak now...how i wish u were here beside me...<br /><br />but i noe u wun be...so i'll just hav to cont being sick alone...hmm..doesn't make much sense...but well...lidat lor<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19649324-113637522826170189?l=for-eva.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>memorieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01755114454200707661noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19649324.post-1136214184098842732006-01-02T23:01:00.000+08:002006-01-02T23:03:04.110+08:00i dun wanna pretend anymore...<br /><br />i'm tired...i'm hurt...<br /><br />i dun wanna feel anymore...<br /><br />y is love so painful<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19649324-113621418409884273?l=for-eva.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>memorieshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01755114454200707661noreply@blogger.com1